Now.

So many negative emotions... I should not deny them but embrace them fully. But right now, I really can't take this. Its like everything wrong is happening all at once... Everything small is driving me crazy. Can I? Will I? Am I able? It seems like confidence has ran away. All that's left is this pitiful shell of negative emotions. Can you all just come at once? I want to deal with you so that you won't come to me later on. You're really making me miserable. Perhaps its me. Whenever it comes to this, I just say "I really don't know." I really hate this line. Makes me not know myself, even after 18 years.