http://www.dragosroua.com/100-ways-to-live-a-better-life/

Just 100 ways to better your life (:
Can't really focus on it now though, I'm have to be completely focused on my studies.

A random thought: Why is there constantly so much irrelevant shit going on in my mind? Imagine how much more productive I would be without them. Imagine how YOU would be. I think that we all have memories that we choose to discard and not think of them anymore. But sometimes they just come back even though you feel that you have already settled it.
Don't waste your energy by settling it again in your head, just dismiss it. You'll be happier that way and much more energetic. (:

Been really tired these few days. Not myself. Can't seem to work out a proper conversation. Probably because I'm not feeling myself. Or probably thats the me that I have evolved to.

Sometimes I really wonder. Am I supposed to be like this? Am I supposed to be 'nice'? As some people call me. I used to be a really big douche in the past but at least I felt myself. Can't even go back to that personality state without feeling uncomfortable. Perhaps its the people I've been around, perhaps its just me.

Can't seem to be fun anymore. I can't even geniunely make myself laugh. So pessimistic huh haha! Fuck...

Gotta try again to be cheerful tml. I don't think I can find myself during this period. Gotta focus on studies and give back to people whom have invested so much in me.

What I learnt today: There will be a time for everything. Be patient!