When will my mind stop playing tricks on me?
Things that haven't happened I'm expecting to spillover.
Things that have already happened are being imagined as worse scenarios in my mind.
You know, how tiring it is to be aware that such happenings are gone and pointless but to recall time again and again? I have debated time and time again with these issues that never seem to be settled. It's not a matter of making peace with your demons because they don't seem to want to stop tormenting me.
I'm really tired of you playing games with me. When will you stop?
When is it going to finish?
Its been like this since the start of the year and life has never been easier on me. Nights filled with insomnia and thoughts, wake up calls with a horrible start to a day by recalling what I was thinking the night before.
It is so fatigue-inducing that I just longed to have a day without thoughts, without memory, without contemplating, without expecting, without predictions.
I just pray for my mind to stop playing tricks on me. Life has been so tiring lately that I could no longer treat people as well as I normally do.
Been giving cold shoulders and avoiding contact because I'm so guility of accusing them in my thoughts.
Life will get better soon, I know it.
Afterall, isn't life about dancing in the rain, instead of waiting for the storm to pass?
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