Wednesday 28 March 2012
28 march 2012
These 2 days I've gotten angry pretty easily... Don't know why. After i've thought abt it calmly i've realise 1 was a pretty stupid mistake and the other could have been debated out nicely....
Maybe it was because i took the talk from mrs how so seriously... JC isn't for socialising and honestly, what happens if you can't graduate from jc after these 2 years. Will i enter poly? And if that happens, would my poly friends laugh at me? I wanted to say to mrs how that those weren't true friends then. But i thought it wasn't the right time and place for jokes. She wasn't scolding us... She was speaking in a calm tone. I could tell she was really disappointed. B4 the CT i was being really childish about not studying for the subject because she constantly scolds me for questions + body language. Now that i think about it, i still dislike it abit but not to the extent of hating her. Shes really good... sadly, i only noticed that after the CTs.
Miss seah is the best as usual. Even the smallest things she say impact me like hell. I really want to score well for her and mdm ong, its like my main motivation now in jc. I can't think of anything else that would make me wanna study.
I went for the peaks profiling and luckily after the playing, my angry mood dissipated and i became okay again. However, during that short span, i drove many people away with my cold-hearted behavior.
Aiya i don't know la srsly.
I feel like as long as friends don't wait for me they aren't my true friends. But i'm thinking too much over this.
Maybe i'm being too self-centered.
Maybe i just think too much like my friend said.
Right now my top 2 priorities are, 1. Score well and 2. Interact flawlessly.
Kinda stupid second choice huh.
Mrs how said that JC wasn't the hell of a place for socialising. And it isn't.
Maybe i'm obssessed with somethig small again.
Haiz shuo lai shuo qu, its all about me.
Maybe after a while i'll blog again. And hopefully the next time, it will be more about others and less about myself.
A phrase to express how the past few days have been: just like my peaks profile >_>
Maybe it was because i took the talk from mrs how so seriously... JC isn't for socialising and honestly, what happens if you can't graduate from jc after these 2 years. Will i enter poly? And if that happens, would my poly friends laugh at me? I wanted to say to mrs how that those weren't true friends then. But i thought it wasn't the right time and place for jokes. She wasn't scolding us... She was speaking in a calm tone. I could tell she was really disappointed. B4 the CT i was being really childish about not studying for the subject because she constantly scolds me for questions + body language. Now that i think about it, i still dislike it abit but not to the extent of hating her. Shes really good... sadly, i only noticed that after the CTs.
Miss seah is the best as usual. Even the smallest things she say impact me like hell. I really want to score well for her and mdm ong, its like my main motivation now in jc. I can't think of anything else that would make me wanna study.
I went for the peaks profiling and luckily after the playing, my angry mood dissipated and i became okay again. However, during that short span, i drove many people away with my cold-hearted behavior.
Aiya i don't know la srsly.
I feel like as long as friends don't wait for me they aren't my true friends. But i'm thinking too much over this.
Maybe i'm being too self-centered.
Maybe i just think too much like my friend said.
Right now my top 2 priorities are, 1. Score well and 2. Interact flawlessly.
Kinda stupid second choice huh.
Mrs how said that JC wasn't the hell of a place for socialising. And it isn't.
Maybe i'm obssessed with somethig small again.
Haiz shuo lai shuo qu, its all about me.
Maybe after a while i'll blog again. And hopefully the next time, it will be more about others and less about myself.
A phrase to express how the past few days have been: just like my peaks profile >_>
Monday 19 March 2012
Thursday 15 March 2012
Monday 12 March 2012
12th march 2012
Theres so many things to learn from your surrondings... People, actions, events, words etc... But one thing I found out i learn the most out
of is through interaction with people. Getting lectured in particular... But I always seem to be on the gaining end strangely... Hope to become more
mature and understanding of the world. People always say theres plenty of time to learn, but its just sick that some people are getting more mature at a much faster rate. Please give the wisdom and courage to be the perfect person I aspire to be...
of is through interaction with people. Getting lectured in particular... But I always seem to be on the gaining end strangely... Hope to become more
mature and understanding of the world. People always say theres plenty of time to learn, but its just sick that some people are getting more mature at a much faster rate. Please give the wisdom and courage to be the perfect person I aspire to be...
Monday 5 March 2012
Sunday 4 March 2012
Thursday 1 March 2012
1st march 2012
Haven't balled in so long... I'd forgotten how much basketball means to me. Its like a part of me... My life isn't complete without it!
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