Sunday 28 October 2012

Thoughts on today.

Listen.

Its so easy to form an impression of someone with everyone telling you the same thing about him/her.
But to be able to find the good points about someone when everyone else
only focuses on the bad, thats true self-mastery.

Saturday 20 October 2012

Reflecting.

You know, life's just gonna pass you by.
I need to treat the people around me better.
Need to treat my parents better.
I owe them everything.
It wasn't until I sat down and thought about it for a while that I realised how stupid I was for getting irritated with the little things my dad and mom did, even though I didn't say it out.

I should show more love, NO, I need to show more love and appreciation.

You see, life is really fucking short.
You have to feel it, really.

Well, if you ever find yourself getting annoyed, its always good to do some reflection in the night. (:
God bless.

Wednesday 17 October 2012

After a sick day.

Sometimes we may give up upon receiving a barrage of negative thoughts, but do keep in mind, that if you'd just be willing to give yourself a chance, to repel these thoughts for a period, the positive thoughts will take over.
Is it really worth it to live life miserably?
We have such a short lifespan.
Just keep that in mind.
Should negative thoughts come again, just give yourself a chance, repel these with positive thoughts and soon love will flow into your life completely.
(:

Sunday 14 October 2012

Friday 12 October 2012

Graduation day.

Its graduation!! Fast isn't it. Actually I expected it already. Our senior said so already, these 2 years are going to pass damn fast.
I'm going to get straight to the point.
2011 was my basketball year.
I didn't stay in this school for the damn lessons honestly, it was basketball.
My passion kept me there.
But,
it was a reason.

2012 was my maturity year.
FUCK.
What a huge difference.
I've learnt so many things in the year of 2012.
But I don't think it would have happened without a chain effect.
Well there is this ONE person who started the chain effect.
The person got me thinking.
Maybe there is more to life than this.
Because honestly I was shallow before.
Dosen't matter.
I feel that I have gained so much.
Honesty, Compassion, Forgiveness, Patience, Perserverence.... yada yada yada.
I know it sounds boring,
but,
I became interested in these stuff.
Sometimes people come in and have a damn big impact on your lives then just go off.
Sucks yeah...
It dosen't change the fact that, that person made me thirst for more, that person made me want to know more.
That perhaps the change in one's life could be caused as easily as the touch of a button.
The use of your attitude in life, your perspective.

Anyway this isn't about me.
Its about today.
Farewell assembly 2012.
I've been hearing people say farewell isn't good blah blah blah...
Then why not just filter the boring stuff during the assembly and learn to digest the beautiful life lessons delivered by the speakers?
Fucking grow up.
All the while I've been hoping I could make a huge impact on farewell 2012 personally.
Yes, i'm fame-driven (Previously)
But this isn't about me.
Its about the whole school isn't it.
Like samuel said,
this JC wouldn't be the same if I took a single one of you out of it.
Don't fucking argue with me on logical sense,
just learn to appreciate the mentality of this quote.

"You all are of value to this Junior college."

If someone gave you value, you better learn to value yourself.
This is freaking familiar HAHA.
And yeah about life being a continuous cycle of improvement.
Well, my thoughts honestly:
We should always aim to be better,
AcademicWISE
PhysicalWISE
CharacterWISE
MentalWISE
EmotionalWISE
SpiritualWISE...
dunno got such word anot LOL.
All they are trying to say is,
don't stop.
There is always room to improve yourself and be of service to the world.
That dosen't mean you can't be content with yourself.
Learn to adopt continuous growth,
because,
we only live once.
We should get the most out of it.
And one day, look at yourself, and you will be the dream you have always sought to achieve.
And once you've achieved that dream, help others with theirs and seek further personal growth.

I want to talk about class time.
Class time was wonderful of course.
Mrs how so friendly of course lah.
Haha anyway,
I've had this wonderful privilege of speaking infront of the whole class about my heartfelt thoughts before giving out my gifts. (Big thanks to Ahmala!!! <3)
I told them," It dosen't matter if people treat you badly, you have the choice to still treat them well."
Firstly, I said this because I think that the whole world deserves to be treated nicely.
But degrees of niceness vary of course.
You shouldn't be damn nice to assholes of course.
But if the assholes could read what we are doing,
maybe they would learn to do the same.
Maybe they would learn to spread the love.
Create a ripple effect. (Multiplierrrrr woooo econs k nvm random.)
Well thats what I wanted to tell the class anyway.
I know there would be people who wouldn't get the message.
But I am also sure that there will be people who can understand the depth of what I am saying.

Mr kwok did a wonderful job with the peoms.
It was beautiful.
He gave each of us cards,
public side,
private side,
we were to read the public side aloud which was part of the peom.
Some of us did duets,
some of us did group reading,
but I think all of us could feel our involvement.
I can't remember all of the peoms but there is one thing I know for sure,
my attention was on the reading itself.
I wanted to hear more,
to dig deeper,
to find out the true meaning behind the peoms.
Because each line held its own significance,
and together they represented a value.
All these values are darn important,
don't forget that.
Because,
the higher you climb,
the more blinded you get.
Hold on tightly to your moral compass,
because it would point you in the right direction in times of uncertainty and uselessness.
I've developed mine.
It isn't perfect,
but its my definition of whats right.
Do what you think is right,
and be true to yourself.

Okay mental notes aside,
LOTS OF PHOTOS TODAY WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OMG DAMN FUN SIA CB
I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN MORE THEN DAMN FUN.
LIKE SHOULD HAVE BEEN MORE HIGH AND SHIT LIKE THAT.
MAYBE TAKE WITH RANDOM CHIO BU AND SHIT.
But I've really enjoyed myself today okay. (:

If you've known me for pretty long, you know I don't end off like this.
I always reflect on the bad sides.
Because nothing should be ignored.
Benjamin and Tao han didn't come today.
Tao han I'm not sure, perhaps hes sick.
But if you guys bother to think carefully, why do you think benjamin didn't come?
I don't think is he lazy lor.
If you really bother to realise,
we are really shitty to him.
I'm not defending him because I take pity,
I'm just saying the truth.
Maybe you guys ought to reflect.
Some people in particular.
But this was meant to be a joyous occasion,
so I didn't say a thing while you guys said stuff about him.
I hope you guys remember what I said during class time.
Treat.
people.
better.

Last thing of the day.
I want to thank these 2 teachers for hearing me out.
But lets just leave it at that.
My thank extends,
may you guys stand resilient in the face of difficulties,
resolute when others are unsure,
strong even when everyone wouldn't blame you for crumbling in certain circumstances.