Wondering.

How would you run my life sia? I really wanna see.

Just so really tired.

I wish I could just stop hurting people unintentionally... I don't even fucking want to. I'm just expressing myself and I didn't mean to direct anything at anyone. Why can't the world just give me a break... Sigh. They just keep coming, problems and problems... I'd thought it would have finally stopped after As. Perhaps it's just my fault, as always... It's always like this, I can't even pour out to anyone because I don't even understand my shit, that's how complicated it is. I just don't want to do things that make me unhappy, but then it affected others in the process? Perhaps I should just shut my mouth my whole life, then I won't hurt anyone, EVER.

If there's a word that emphasizes fatigue more than EXHAUSTED, hit me.

Sometimes life is just fucking exhausting. Gosh... Haiz, I just really don't know. Just back off alright... You just always say the wrong things...