Friday 29 June 2012
Thursday 28 June 2012
Wednesday 27 June 2012
Its chem paper 3 next!
I've been so lazy wtffffffffffff... Told myself to relax and chill but I'm being seriously fucking lazy wtffffffffffff #tornapartbeinghappyandlazyorhardworkingandmiserable
Tuesday 26 June 2012
Today's an exam dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Been having exams these 2 days and...
TAN BAI SHUO,
I've learnt a few things about myself and things I can do to help myself.
Firstly, I like exams. WTF right.
Wait, let me explain.
In the hall, where everyone is like concentrating on doing their work, I feel more inclined to do the same.
Other thoughts fade away.
I only think about the questions and doing my work.
For half of the time anyway.
But I love it. The peace, the focus, being concerned about ONLY 1 thing.
Its kinda like keeping life simple if you think about it.
We shouldn't overthink at certain points in life.
Sure, there will be points where we need to think "deeper" and stuff.
But when the time comes, I believe that we will know what to do.
For now, keep things simple, be nice and life will be nice back to you.
For me, I overthink sometimes and I make things miserable for myself.
Worse still, I can't contain my mood and my actions affect others.
I'll try really hard to not let that happen, but the best I can do is the go into a ignoring state.
However, to know that my miserable state is caused by myself and not by others kinda gives me a sense of relief.
Its like the 80-20 rule mr kwok told me about.
Everything in life is related to the 80-20 rule.
80% of my problems are caused by 20% of the causes.
Yeah this rule fucking helped alot.
Of course you have to be conscious of the 20 lah.
But one thing I really learnt from here is that, Xiao shi bu yao guan.
Means, "small things heck care".
Not all small things, just the ones that make you feel bad.
Because you have to reserve your energy for more important things.
For me ah, I like to heck care so that later I still got some positive energy to share with my family and friends!!
Secondly, keeping calm.
Sounds easy right? But not as easy as you think.
I'm not sure but for me I just learned it. Its like after I completely failed my chemistry paper 2.
Went back home to sleep.
Wasn't sad and all because I think I wanted to concentrate on my next paper or perhaps I failed so bad I didn't even bother already lol.
Ya I slept. I FREAKING SLEPT.
This is really weird because I'd normally force myself to stay awake and do revision. (I hate wasting time)
But then I didn't regret it. I did a maths mock paper and felt really calm.
Like really calm!!
Its wonders what sleep can do!! (lol yes very shallow I know but wait)
I thought about for a while and remember something mrs loh said. (My J1 Pe teacher/bball lao shi)
"Zhui zhong yao jiu shi yao enjoy life."
Sorry my han yu pin ying sucks, haha.
Means, the most important thing is to enjoy life.
Like my dad always told me,"SO STRESSED OUT FOR WHAT, ENJOY LIFE MAH, don't like your mom likedat, always bring work back home, end up so stressed."
Kinda true actually.
Even mr kwok looks that way.
He said he's really slack in NJ.
What I took from thinking from this is that: Learn how to enjoy life, don't be so stressed. Take a break, abandon your worries, bathe yourself in positive energy. Enjoy lunch. Quote from my dad, "HUNGRY MUST EAT LAH."Feeling sleepy? Take a nap.
Of course that dosen't mean you enjoy life and abandon all the priorities.
Do remember to put in your hard work.
But,
Enjoy putting in work.
Enjoy what you do.
Smile at others and Life will smile at you.
Appreciate your blessings. (I can't emphasize this enough.)
Haha felt like blogging after reading Nat tan and teresa zhou's bloggies. Stupid good english ppl make rly interesting posts. Maybe I need up my eng lvl too!!!
Sam's posts are rly interesting too, even though she uses singlish. She got me into blogging, owe alot to her!!
Haha all in all, I wanna be thankful to life. Sometimes I may be really stressed out and just wanna fucking kill everybody, but I know that is only because I'm overthinking. I live for these moments, to just love life, be able to mature bit by bit, know that this is okay, that is okay, morals, what I should do at certain points in life, learning!!
Omg my this post rly long.
I love it.
Haha if you're reading this, THANKS GOD! You've really changed my life. You make me love everything in life. You make me see things in a more positive light. You make me want to love the people around me more. You teach to be patient, to be forgiving, to be happy and when problems come about, to face them calmly, to take them on with courage and to stand up once more when I've failed. You give the maturity to do the right things at the right time. And when I don't know what to do, you give me wisdom to figure out.
I'm glad I've been exposed to christianity.
In all honesty. I know that sometimes I've cursed at you for not helping me in my time of need. But I know you did that for a reason. You aren't obliged to help me always anyway. But I just wanna thank you for helping me willingly at times.
I'd love to find out all the answers in life. To know why people do things, how their thought processes go and why certain things occur. In summary, to know absolutely EVERYTHING.
But life wouldn't be fun if I had all the answers. Which is why you didn't give it all to me. You wanted me to find things out for myself and learn slowly.
For that, I thank you once again. From the bottom of my heart.
I don't know how to sum up this post so Imma just use some pictures. Feel like adding in some fucking awesome quote but I don't know any. haha I'm sorry. But I hope you like these! I've been using them as my Iphone wallpapers for quite a while.
Oh ya and I just read a couple of quotes,This one is really nice.
"Your difficulties are used by the father to produce Christ-like character."
Signing off!
TAN BAI SHUO,
I've learnt a few things about myself and things I can do to help myself.
Firstly, I like exams. WTF right.
Wait, let me explain.
In the hall, where everyone is like concentrating on doing their work, I feel more inclined to do the same.
Other thoughts fade away.
I only think about the questions and doing my work.
For half of the time anyway.
But I love it. The peace, the focus, being concerned about ONLY 1 thing.
Its kinda like keeping life simple if you think about it.
We shouldn't overthink at certain points in life.
Sure, there will be points where we need to think "deeper" and stuff.
But when the time comes, I believe that we will know what to do.
For now, keep things simple, be nice and life will be nice back to you.
For me, I overthink sometimes and I make things miserable for myself.
Worse still, I can't contain my mood and my actions affect others.
I'll try really hard to not let that happen, but the best I can do is the go into a ignoring state.
However, to know that my miserable state is caused by myself and not by others kinda gives me a sense of relief.
Its like the 80-20 rule mr kwok told me about.
Everything in life is related to the 80-20 rule.
80% of my problems are caused by 20% of the causes.
Yeah this rule fucking helped alot.
Of course you have to be conscious of the 20 lah.
But one thing I really learnt from here is that, Xiao shi bu yao guan.
Means, "small things heck care".
Not all small things, just the ones that make you feel bad.
Because you have to reserve your energy for more important things.
For me ah, I like to heck care so that later I still got some positive energy to share with my family and friends!!
Secondly, keeping calm.
Sounds easy right? But not as easy as you think.
I'm not sure but for me I just learned it. Its like after I completely failed my chemistry paper 2.
Went back home to sleep.
Wasn't sad and all because I think I wanted to concentrate on my next paper or perhaps I failed so bad I didn't even bother already lol.
Ya I slept. I FREAKING SLEPT.
This is really weird because I'd normally force myself to stay awake and do revision. (I hate wasting time)
But then I didn't regret it. I did a maths mock paper and felt really calm.
Like really calm!!
Its wonders what sleep can do!! (lol yes very shallow I know but wait)
I thought about for a while and remember something mrs loh said. (My J1 Pe teacher/bball lao shi)
"Zhui zhong yao jiu shi yao enjoy life."
Sorry my han yu pin ying sucks, haha.
Means, the most important thing is to enjoy life.
Like my dad always told me,"SO STRESSED OUT FOR WHAT, ENJOY LIFE MAH, don't like your mom likedat, always bring work back home, end up so stressed."
Kinda true actually.
Even mr kwok looks that way.
He said he's really slack in NJ.
What I took from thinking from this is that: Learn how to enjoy life, don't be so stressed. Take a break, abandon your worries, bathe yourself in positive energy. Enjoy lunch. Quote from my dad, "HUNGRY MUST EAT LAH."Feeling sleepy? Take a nap.
Of course that dosen't mean you enjoy life and abandon all the priorities.
Do remember to put in your hard work.
But,
Enjoy putting in work.
Enjoy what you do.
Smile at others and Life will smile at you.
Appreciate your blessings. (I can't emphasize this enough.)
Haha felt like blogging after reading Nat tan and teresa zhou's bloggies. Stupid good english ppl make rly interesting posts. Maybe I need up my eng lvl too!!!
Sam's posts are rly interesting too, even though she uses singlish. She got me into blogging, owe alot to her!!
Haha all in all, I wanna be thankful to life. Sometimes I may be really stressed out and just wanna fucking kill everybody, but I know that is only because I'm overthinking. I live for these moments, to just love life, be able to mature bit by bit, know that this is okay, that is okay, morals, what I should do at certain points in life, learning!!
Omg my this post rly long.
I love it.
Haha if you're reading this, THANKS GOD! You've really changed my life. You make me love everything in life. You make me see things in a more positive light. You make me want to love the people around me more. You teach to be patient, to be forgiving, to be happy and when problems come about, to face them calmly, to take them on with courage and to stand up once more when I've failed. You give the maturity to do the right things at the right time. And when I don't know what to do, you give me wisdom to figure out.
I'm glad I've been exposed to christianity.
In all honesty. I know that sometimes I've cursed at you for not helping me in my time of need. But I know you did that for a reason. You aren't obliged to help me always anyway. But I just wanna thank you for helping me willingly at times.
I'd love to find out all the answers in life. To know why people do things, how their thought processes go and why certain things occur. In summary, to know absolutely EVERYTHING.
But life wouldn't be fun if I had all the answers. Which is why you didn't give it all to me. You wanted me to find things out for myself and learn slowly.
For that, I thank you once again. From the bottom of my heart.
I don't know how to sum up this post so Imma just use some pictures. Feel like adding in some fucking awesome quote but I don't know any. haha I'm sorry. But I hope you like these! I've been using them as my Iphone wallpapers for quite a while.
"Your difficulties are used by the father to produce Christ-like character."
Signing off!
Monday 25 June 2012
When stressed out,
I believe that everything will work out in the end. I believe that I will be able to make ends meet. Should I not be able to achieve my goals despite my hard work, I believe that God has something better in stall for me.
Sunday 24 June 2012
Friday 22 June 2012
Living life!
Your mind is like a transmission system, you need to have good thoughts to emit good frequency, hence attracting what you want.
Saturday 16 June 2012
Things can change... Like REALLY quickly.
We can't control what our environment throws at us, but we CAN control our response to it (:
Thursday 14 June 2012
Just another day.
You should be concerned about making out the most of your life. Chasing your dreams, helping others, getting good results, doing what you want.
No time to think about others lives.
I feel that it will just take energy from you. Instead of thinking about it, why not just go ahead with what you're currently doing.
If you are really determined to help someone or something, sooner or later an opportunity will pop up for you.
So in the mean time, make the most out of what you are doing, FOCUS ON THE NOW.
Be happy and love your life!!
Smile, because not all of life's problems are on you. (:
No time to think about others lives.
I feel that it will just take energy from you. Instead of thinking about it, why not just go ahead with what you're currently doing.
If you are really determined to help someone or something, sooner or later an opportunity will pop up for you.
So in the mean time, make the most out of what you are doing, FOCUS ON THE NOW.
Be happy and love your life!!
Smile, because not all of life's problems are on you. (:
Wednesday 13 June 2012
Tuesday 5 June 2012
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